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Erica Marie
ExpoEightySix (this is my blog)



March 13th, 2009

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Turns out there IS an app for LJ... However I can not view my friends page... And that is really stupid

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September 10th, 2008

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I thought it was a good idea to get a blog ... where I blog about things not personal. just thoughts ... ideas... news ... my opnions on such.

its rather fun.


November 15th, 2007

Tell us your current favorite: book, movie, CD, video game.
 book - wicked by gregory maguire [I just finished it today ... OMG ITS AMAZING!]

CD- relient k - five score and seven years ago [saw them in concert last night ... it makes me warm]


February 25th, 2006

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January 30th, 2006

there's no place like home.


January 23rd, 2006

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.
A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.
A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.
No wonder you and London will get along so well.

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

January 16th, 2006

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we are 16 days into what seems like the best year ever.

December 21st, 2005


I'm having a serious issue.

everyone knows I love my major. e-media is my life. I adore DJing and I'm hella good at it. I love producing and writing for commericals and things, and I'm hella good at it. If there is one thing I have confidence and power in, its what I do.

my whole life I've wanted fame, fortune, to get paid to make people laugh and smile and think I'm beautiful.

but theres another side to me ... hugly different side to me.

I want to go pre-med. I'm having a hard time deciding this. I adore what I do, but it doesn't really benefit anyone. its fun and its easy. thats the story of my life, when things get hard, bail. run like hell and never look back. like with school work, I do as least as I can ... I've never be able to sit down and DO IT.

thats what holds me back ... see ... if I went pre-med it would make my mother proud ... she would brag to the world her daughter was going to be a doctor. but what if things got too hard and I bailed?

I'm not saying e-media is easy but its not pre-med hard either. I'm horriable at math ... I've never even taken physics. yes, it scares me. failing scares me. I don't know how to buckle down.

I want to learn, but how do you just learn that?

its really hard for me to decide something SO HUGE.

I thought og going to the recording studio for 8 weeks get my degree and be a dj while in college. my job to get me through hell would be like a leisure activity. right?

I'm scared to take that step. I'm lazy. I don't want to disappoint everyone.

frankly I'm scared being lazy has killed my potiental to do anything except my shallow excuses for dreams.

December 16th, 2005

well, I made my mom come with me to the ear specalist today. but I mean, can you blame me?

basically, I punctured my ear drum, and the hole is infected and there is a blood clot on it. all of this isn't exactly good. I have a zillion ear drop 50 million times a day, and if I don'tt ake advil every few hours, the pain gets so intense I lay and cry. I have to go back in a week to make sure its healing right and to check on the blood clot.

this sucks so bad. loud noises hurt, I get really tired after short periods of time, i get moody becuase it hurts so bad. I have a 10 hour shift tomorrow and I think I might die.

I did get my hair cut though. I have that shorter piece by my face you know ... well I just it shorter ... its almost long brushed off to the side bangs. reguardless I think it adds a level of maturity to me and I like it alot.

I'm so not into chrismtas this year. I wish I was. this is the first year in 5 years I have no gift to buy a boy. it really bothers me. I mean, I went 15 years alone, then I have either had a bf or a romantic interst since ... and nothing. going from having somehting to not it harder than never having anyone and never knowing what thats like.

but its like ruined it for everyone. I haven't bought any gifts for anyone and christmas is a week away. I haven't even bought christmas cards.

its really pathetic and now having a busted ear drum I think its going to make me care about it even more.

maybe the ghost of christmas will come smack me in the face.

December 14th, 2005

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I busted my ear drum.

it hurts.



dan made me go home from work early

because I hurt.


I have to go to a specialist tomorrow

because when your ear is bleeding

and your ear drum is busted

its vital.

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