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Erica Marie
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December 13th, 2005

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no more 15 icons for me, I missed having the chance to have 100 [and missed the 50 I had] so ... its back and I'm happy ... I can go icon happy again!

now, cna anyone help me with my banner? I love my layout, I just want to change my banner. I love my valo, but, I need a change.

<3
Your 2005 Song Is

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"

In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care.

December 10th, 2005

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I've been going to bed SO early lately. its fantastic, because I wake up early in the morning. I've been up for almost 2 hours now. its a wonderful feeling.

anyway, lots of snow everywhere. I'm cold. so, I'm wearing my ugggg - ly boots. god knows I hate these stupid tings, but they are so comfy ... sigh. oh well, no one looks at my feet anyway. unless of course, they do.

so, I don't know why I ever stopped listening to john reuben, he makes my soul happy. I need to buy his new[er] cd. makes me feel good.

I really am just updating becuase I never ever do. I will update a good one tonight [probably friends only, which means it will be good.]

but I have to go to work now.

<3

December 7th, 2005

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Take the quiz:
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

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I don't belong here
I never saw this on the path I walk
The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor
Its getting so hard
I never saw the backlash, when the tide began to rise
I can't remember
The way it was when everything felt right
My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control

Pre-Chorus:
So I remember on the inside

Chorus:
I found a dark, infernal place, I don't wanna face anymore
Somehow I won't stop feeding the pain
My heart's just the same as before

So now I'm stuck here
Between the guilty and the insincere
The words I've spoke have left me here all alone
I should have known this
I never saw the backlash, when the tide began to rise
I wish it all gone
I could've burned it when I had the choice
And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head

Pre-Chorus:
Chorus:

If this is all the love my spirit can give
Just take it back tonight
There is not a reason more to live

December 2nd, 2005

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you weren't kidding when you said this was a long surveyCollapse )

November 29th, 2005

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I wrote a sonnet. you didn't even know its for you. I wrote you a poem. You thought I could write better. I gave you my heart. you didn't know you had it. I gave you my soul, you gave it back black and blue. I shed a million tears, you didn't know they were all for you. you've pushed me away ... and I can finally say, fuck you.

but my heart came back ... missing a piece. one piece that will always make me never mean the terriable words I will ever say to you. please let me go.

dear "ned",
you ran away from my heart, so I changed the lock.you are not welcome back. back in my dreams, back in my words, back in my thoughts, back in my life. I loved you once, and I can not do it again. every word we speak ... you don't know what it does to me.

forever yours,
the girl you didn't even know existed.

November 26th, 2005

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I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Ohhhhhh
Ohhhhhh
Ohhhhhh
Ohh

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
Your trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

November 23rd, 2005

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okay, here is my ...rant.

the vatacian has annouced no gay men will ever be allowed to become pope from now on.

wtf?

how can a pope even be "gay" to begin with? I mean, priests, brothers, cardinals, the pope... they are not allowed to have any type of sexual relations or phsycail love of anyone to begin with. so, say a priest had feelings for men ... why would it matter if he can't act upon it?

don't you think by the time you get to the level of a holy pope that relations on that level would not even be such a concern because God is their entire life ... it consumes their very being does it not?

why is this even being brought up?

I don't understand it ... its chaos. and its driving me to maddness.


WHO CARES, YOU CRAZY CATHOLICS!

NO ONE CARES!

if a pope is gay, no one is going to know anyway.

geesh.

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I'm just putting this here so when I get home from work I can remember to ... make an ... observation about a current event that is just ... fascianted me.
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